What I was thinking when Tom confronted Gatsby

The entire evening had been stifling and suffocated under the weight of Gatsby and Daisy’s affair. When Tom spoke the words, “What kind of a row are you trying to cause in my house anyhow,” everyone knew it was all in the open. I could see the relief spread across Gatsby’s face in an almost childish glee as Daisy was simultaneously filled with panic. I must admit, that I too was relieved that the underlying tension was gone, but I was not particularly looking forward to the uncomfortable moments ahead. As the conflict escalated I glanced to Nick who looked just as helpless as I felt. I liked to hear about others issues and infidelities – not be in the middle of them. Nick and I tried to go but Tom and Gatsby insisted that we stay put. I felt that it was unfair for me and Nick to suffer through the emotions of these loud and careless people, but it looked like we were trapped in this situation for the time being.